I'm lucky I found you
Think about the chance I never had to say
With you is where i`d rather be
Thank you for giving up your life
But we`re stuck where we are
the feelings that I had before still are the same
cause you never changed
Be Strong
B
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V
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Don’t say you love me unless you really mean it,
because I might do something crazy like believe it.
Let me introduce you to the most incredible most amazingness boyfriend ever : ) LOL i don't think amazingness is even a word aha. but yes he is the best i'll ever have. His name is.... LEO NIEQUE PINO DELATORRE. and he's made me one of the happiest girl ALIVE : ) He's been there when i needed him the most..even when i didn't need him at all he was still there <3. i liked him from the start..and it will stay like that forever because im madly INLOVE with this boy! no matter what people say or think ..even if they say im soo "WHIPPED" or talk about our relationship and how it's "SUPPOSED" to be.. it doesn't matter because i truely do love him from the bottem of my heart. and it's just ME+HIM. my heart now belongs to him always and i hope i can keep his until the end ! i remember the first time we talked.. i was about to go out that day.. and i wanted to get to know him more so i told him to call me.. and i was on the phone with him from the beggining to the end of the movie. he made me laugh alot and we talked NON-STOP! and how we would always talk on the phone after my summerschool ! well i called him and woke him up most of the time ; ) we were the BEST OF FRIENDS! What I have with him is worth it. It's worth every tear I cry from missing him, and the pain I feel from not having him close. It is worth it because he is my one and only. When I picture myself years from now, I see only him.If some thing happens and you lose me, please don't think that's the end, come and find again.through thick and thin, i'll be there for you, as your girlfriend but most importantly, your bestfriend. yea, sometimes we fight, we yell, we use sarcasm in our tones, we can't stand each other, we test each other, but that only makes me miss and want you even more. and you know what? i can't picture fighting with any one else but YOU. even if we go through a 360 of fighting and making up, it wouldn't matter, as long as you're there by the end of it all. i love you more each day and there is nothing i wouldn't do for you.♥ as long as you're smiling, i'll be smiling with you. No matter how painful distance can be, not having him in my life would be worse.
m.rufo; SIXTEEN; JUNIORSJMPx3; BOYFRIEND.FAM.MAINS
My name is mariebeth.My blood runs with pure Filipino blood, Something you would never believe.. is that i was born in ROME,ITALY yes rome,italy : ) when people ask me where i was born i say rome,italy..and they think im lying LOL .cool right ? well not really LOL, I'm ILOCANO! in the third year of highschool, attending SJMP. I'm one of the happiest girls in this world for having such an AMAZING BOYFRIEND: LEO DELATORRE, he's my bestfriend+my boyfriend and he makes me the happiest all the time ! Im finished with the whole childish love relationships. HES FOR REAL : ) .. I'm usually a happy person when im with the people i love! Especially with my brother: ELIMAR RUFO! I have my limits towards with trust..as i grew i lost many of my friends trust but i'm glad i still have a few close ones. I'm a shy person but once you do get to know me you'll probably think i'm some weirdo : )! She is currently UNemployed.I'm thankful for what I'm given. : ) I LOVE to laugh.. its something im known for..i laugh everyday even if it wasnt funny at all. im a happy person : ) i probably already mention that but yeah LOL..I dont like to get myself into drama..but i always end up in one..but im going to change that from now because i shouldnt care what people say. as long as a have fam&the boyfriend+close friends.
im coming home soon...
Tues,Oct6,2009 [11:15am]


ever since i knew i was going to the philippines i talked non-stop about it..and even now i still talk about my time there.. i haven't seen them in so long..but i went there this february14th-march14th and it was the greatest vacation ever seeing the family again and seeing how each one of them grew! i barely remembered some of them because some look so different now ! and because i have new cousins/nephews/nieces that i have never seen before because i was young myself the last time i saw them.. i think i was in grade one that time . i got to go to some places i haven't seen/been in a long time aswell! but in two years i'll be going back home to see them again ! : D.. all the fun times i had even if it was only for a month. telling my aunt's, uncles, or whoever that i forgot how to speak tagalog/ilocano..when i talked to my COUSINS in tagalog/ilocano hehe ... and getting to ride the motorcycle with my cousin all the way to the beach and back home ! it was the most fun time ever ! i was on a motorcycle with my cousin manong marco. and my other two cousins..manong rony&manong michael were in a different motorcycle.. and everyone else of my fam was on the jeep! : ) so me and manong rony went ahead.. then my cousins manong rony and manong michael caught up.. and we all started racing.. LMAO my cousin asked me if i was crying cause we were going by so fast..LOL cause tears were coming off :P omg soo funny and my cousin michael on the other motorcycle was saying hi to random girls LMFAO it made me laugh. manong rony and manong marco were driving : ).. omg i love them alot : ( i miss them so much. i have soo many memorise i wanna type out.. but i'm too lazy : (.. omg omg .. i can't wait for the next time i go there ! <3 it'll be even more fun !
i miss them so much REBUGIO&&RUFO♥
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i just want you to know...
Weds,Oct7,2009 [9:28am]
....that i love leo : ) lmfaaaoo.. i don't know why i'm so scared to see him.. maybe it's because of how i'll feel when we finally meet. or it's because he said something that made me feel insecure .. =[ i have no clue.. but i love him and i don't think i'll ever find any other guy like him.. even if there was.. i wouldn't replace leo ever =[.. but if anything..i just want him to know now that i love him so much and i will always love him.. many people say that to each other.. and when they finally agree the relationship between them is over.. they forgot about how they said that to each other. but i know for sure i'll keep coming back to leo no matter what.. i gave all of my heart to him .. and it'll hurt..even if it's the smallest thing he says or does : ( ..well anyways.. just expressing how i feel right now.. uhmm ..hmm.. i'm bored ? LOL : ) i missed this blog last night ! i felt like going on again once i got off it. and once again.. i'm playing farmville on facebook ! LOL
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todays gonna be a good day!
Thurs,Oct8,2009 [10:00pm]
ZOOOMG ! lemme tell you how tired i was today..i thought i was going to die or faint today ! LOL. well when i got to school..it was a normal school day as always and i missed the people i see often at school because i was sick for two/three days hehe. it was the worst feeling and i barely took medicine ! LOL but anyways ..i'm completely tire cause i just came back from my community hours with ashley, her sister, and my brother lmfao anyways : )..omg omg so after school i was telling ashley to hurry up cause i didn't want to be on the bus full of boys on the 53 bus : P hehe. so once we got to the bus stop..my mom started waving at me so i waved. and got on the same bus as her ! : P and we started to talk and everything and ashley kept telling me "i thought you were full flip!" and i was like " I AM FULL FLIP! " lmfaaoo and she said "you're mom looks so asian".. she wasn't expecting to see/meet my mom like that on the bus LMFAO it was sooo random.. she likes my mom -.- ohh geez .. lmfaaoo ! anyways : ) yeaah . soo my mom got off the bus. and before she did i asked her for 20 bucks.. but she only gave me 10.. sooo ashley kept talking about my mom omg it was sooo annoying she was telling me how my mommy was sooo cute i'm like.. how can you find my mom cute ? she's soooo lmfaaaoo.. don't know.. but my mommy loooks sooo chinese she looks nothing like me : ) ... but anyways.. ashley and i went to time hortons and my hair was soooo messed up. cause i curled my hair that day.. but it wasn't co-operating -.- soo i took long to fix my hair .. and finally we're walking to her sisters school and we're laughing soo much because of the stories we told each other. and it was cold just standing waiting for her sister to come out -.- so ashley showed me this ravine thingy : P and we were walking through paths and theres these two guys from grade 8 or something.. they looked at us and said "YOU WANNA FUCK?" honestly who would say that? i would've ran after them and kicked their asses. lmfaooo no i jokee : P.. soo yeaah.. uhmm.. we walked through this other pathway.. and it was the pathway that was supposedly going to her sisters school.. but she remembered it wasn't.. and all of a sudden we hear two people in the trees .. and they're making out.. and ashley said it was two girls OMG it was funny.. but i couldn't see properly.. they just had loooong hair : P and we got lost with the time and checked.. and we noticed that it was 3:35 pm already ! and ashley started running. and i was sooo lazy to run because it was going up -.- i hate running up lmfao gets mee soo tired.. and i told her to just drop her bag and run.. and she does and when i go to her .. she's running out of breath.. and then my boyfriend calls me .. but i told him i had to go .. because there was a pathway in the ravine.. to go to ashleys apartment.. so i decided to hang up and run.. cause we had to be there by four. and stupid ashley kept telling me it wasn't far.. and HOLLY CRAAPPP SHE LIED TO ME SOOO MUCCH ! just to get my hopes up ! ohh gez..it toook soo looong honestly.. and whenever i told her we had to run.. we would only run for 1 min or 2 and she would stop cause she got tired.. LMFAOOOO ! ohh gaah. and we finally reached the end of the ravine.. but she told me we had to go up a hill so i was like WHERE THE HECK IS THE HILL ?! cause i see streets and everything omg we had to walk up sooo much !: P .. and we walk up this field.. and we finally got there I WAS SOOOO TIRED.. then we went to our community hours ! : D it was fun. I LOVED THIS DAY : )
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creeepeeers!
Tues,Oct20,2009 [10:00pm]
sooo todaaay i had things planned with diane, ashley and richard.. it was to go to yorkdale and chill. i was soooooo excited to go out that day because i haven't chilled with dee in sooo long.. and ashley and richard would be the first time i'd chill with themm.. soo in the morning i get all dressed up cause i was forsureee thinking that we were all able to go : P LOL but nooo we didn't because in the morning during class.. deee txts me saying ashley can't go.. soo since i have ashley during second period..[i couldn't even talk this day cause we had to be silent in school] i wrote her notes saying "I HATE YOU" but i love ashley arcangel : ) she's cool : D.. i miss hanging out with kylie zamora : (.. and i miss cece and shabi : ( .. but ohh well i'll chill with them soon !.. and yes soo diane and i still decided to go but to FAIRVIEW.. and when we got to finch.. i needed to take a shit soo bad so did she LMFAO and i had to get my money at home and she had to get hers. soo we seperated i went to mines she went to hers.. : ).. and i took a shit and we met up at bathurst : D we got on the bus.. and i see this bitch from my elementary school : P LOOL but i'm good : ) i avoid her.. and yeaaah we took train.. we went to fairview.. once we got there we went to the source to get dianes earphones first.. and i was going to pre-order this game my brother wants.. but i didn't know if my dad already did.. so i decided not to. so diane and i go to the foodcourt to eat some bourbon chicken mmmm! yum, we didn't even finish it soo we saved it for my brother ! LOOOL. my brother was at home.. telling me to go home already -.- geez he's like my father.. but anyways.. we were resting cause we both felt like taking a shit.. =S lmfaaoo and these fobs walk pass us.. apparently theres one goodlooking one that diane said had a good scent : P .. and he kept looking back at me -.- and then finally he asked his friend to switch.. so he could see me properly and soo that it won't be "obvious" that he's staring LMFAO ! : P and i kept talking while smiling.. like you know when your teeth are together and you're just talking : P trying to show the person you're not saying anything yeah i was doing that . and she was laughing.. so we go to apple taking pictureees... when we were done we sat doowwwnn took pics with my cam.. hahaha.. and my feet smelt sooo bad soo i was spraying them : D LOOOL ! diane was dying : P . soo yeah i feel lazy to type moree : ) goodbyeeeee : D
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looking through old pictures!
Sunday,Nov1,2009 [1:38pm]
i was on friendster a couple of minutes ago.. and i was looking through old pictures from when i got back from my vacation in the philippines.. with these two awesome girls kylie and diane : ).. i never thought that we'd be sooo close. and i kinda miss hanging out..just us three.. but things sorta changed..during the friendship over the summer.. i miss them alot.. looking back through what we've done.. everyday after school we would go to either mine, dianes or kylies place all the time : ) we would play ps3 ..call of duty zombie mode ! LOL.. diane, kylie would yell soo loud -.-.. ohh geez.. hahaha and at dianes we would always play rockband and eat her food..kylies place we would go most of the time.. and we would just sit in her table and eat as much as we wanted.. we would watch movies in the basement and eat toonie tuesday ! we would take pictures and go to woodside mall.. and watch movies in her room.. we usually watch scary movies ! : ).. diane and i would stay at her place till 9ish and my brother would call my cell and beg me to come home -.- LOL. but my brother plays with kylie's brother.. so like yeah.. i kinda miss those times.. and we barely have time for US THREE to chill anymore.. it would usually be kylie&diane.. or diane&mae =[ .. we've been through alot and we're still really good friends i'm hoping it stays that way =P.. i just hate it when we all keep things to ourselves.or lie to each other =S there are some times where i can tell when they lie to me and everything ! : P but i don't mind.. i just wish they would tell me fully =P ... i don't really mind if i'm not included in their plans.. but they're like my sisters : ).. i trusted them and i told them every single thing !.. but i hope there will be a time when us three chill again..because we've all been busy since it's our third year before college/university.. and we're trying to catch up and concentrate with school..
i just really miss you two : (
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Well... yknw this gurl MAE?? SHE IS SUCH A BUM!.LMAO:P
Nahhh... i love this gurl.[nohomoXD]
We will always be
M+L=R
M-MAE[BUMS]
L-LEO[BUPS]
R-REJ[POOPS]
This is how the story goes!.. Bums & Bups are the two lovers who are deeply inlove with each other!
One day they felt like they had to show the world that they are the best couple ever. So they decided
to get "married"! LMAO:P...
ANYWAYZ...they left there homes to meet up far away from there home to get "married"...
after FOUR MONTHS of "vacation" they came back to there family with NEWS!!
& you knw wht the news was? THEY explained to there family tht they ran away for a "good reason." They told
family tht they were Truly inlove, and they wanted to be together FORVER! THTS WHEN POOPS ARRIVED!!XD
GET IT? BUMS+BUPS=POOPS..??lmaoo:P
AHAHA... Mae.. i rlly dont knw wht to write.. soi jsut made a retarded story!! LMAOO
DONT HATE!:p
Love you sexy btch<33
[nohomo]♥
-Rejaii-
- grow hair
- see boyfriend
- go shopping for new clothes
- colour hair
- get a job
- do religion assignment before nov.24